Journal 3 Response

I am seething right now. I am beyond pure rage and cannot focus my thoughts until I create something to commemorate this frustration or destroy something, so I will choose the former. I had formulated a really appropriate and fitting response to the post. I enjoyed reading the article and it was very relatable. But as soon as I finish the writing I was proud of, this stupid fucking computer deleted all my work and kicked me off the Internet. Granted I could have saved my progress throughout or written it in word, but please. Why did it have to wait until I was done and simply perfecting it to fuck me over like that? I can't bring myself to return to respond to this article because of what just happened. I came home excited about writing right after class and I put a good hour into this post and I just got screwed. I was actually cozying up to the fact that writing is something I'm good at and am comfortable with, but no. Now I full on and passionately despise writing again. Consider this my get it out on the page shitty first draft because I cannot concentrate until I write how ill-tempered I am. I suppose I will polish this and actually respond to the prompt with my second draft, but do not expect that for a couple bitter hours.